Oh my gosh!

I just updated the missing "myspace" postings from the veeeeery beginning. I still can't really tell whether I'm motivated enough to post the missing NZ / fruit picking / Melbourne to Adelaide via Great Ocean Road (and hitchhiking back) experiences...
...if so it'll be for myself anyway...talking and writing to myself...OMG ;-)
it's been such a long time since I got back, still trying to adjust to Germany again, step back into a "regular" life with a propper job...damn I really don't like to be the average kind of guy...but I know I HAVE to be glad for my life...nobody should ever forget this especially / even here in Germany...anyway...seeyas